hehe woo i just woke up ! oh yeah did i mention i got my new ez-link already ? next i need to get my new ic . the only thing i can't replace is the wallet . its from aus . omg does anyone got a gameboy or psp to lend me ? camp ... oh yeah i need to watch alot of movies man , does anyone wanna watch with me ? hahaha i need to go man . the time doesn't wait ! neither does the school gate !

i need to bath now ! begone !

whoo i skip school AGAIN~ hahaha thats because i need to make my ez-link , before that , trim my hair , and take passport photo . having 3 days of day camp from wednesday till friday, we're gonna havoc during the entire camp man . i've been pubbing for last 3 weekend . i seriously think i have injured my stomach . but we always plan to go catch a movie first , after some delays and all , suddenly all agree to pub . i thought after i lost my wallet , i'll spent less . but i spend 2-3 times more than i usually spend . thats very very very bad . this month , i bought 4 long sleeve , 1 jeans . i spend alot this month ! next month i gotta be more spendthrift .

i have many questions to ask and answers to know . but i doubt i can get any from u . everything changed . it seems so different . oh well . i'll let time take its course . forcing someone to like another one won't do any good to both parties . baby i want u back (the old u) =)

cheers ~

i'm suppose to repair my life , means repair my computer . but my mom bought 4 new air con and its now being fix . its gonna take the whole damn day . omg . i'm meeting nicholas now . omg my house super duper messy omg omg omg omg

i lost my wallet
i decided to push the reset button
i don't remember anything now.
thanks sherlyn for the cheer-me-up msg
thanks jeric and allan for allowing me to call both of u botak
thanks again for hitting me so much

most importantly , thanks priscilla for caring for me , thats all i need =)

went to pub again . promised priscilla not to drink till drunk . left the pub around 3 .took a cab back to pasir ris . talk to cy a little and then home . i'm taking this saturday , which is today , to repair my life . i'll try

The Blogger Here Has Been Proven To Be Too Stupid To Blog Anymore . This Blog Has Been Closed By Higher Authority .

theres no perfect game . but lets try to make it as perfect as possible alright priscilla ? if we make a mistake , just press the reset button and start all over again. after all , life is just a game .


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why one moment we're so close and all , the next we're like quarreling again . why can we just close one eye and give in to each other ? sigh... i'm not going school again . don't ask why , i'll give the same answer : because i don't feel like going .

i skip school yesterday ; because now is 3.55 am , wednesday . hahaha i know i shouldn't do so but... whats done is done . omg i just remember today i got maths test ! i haven't even started my dnt n levels project's mind map . i'm so dead omg omg omg . while i'm here hugging my bolster , priscilla is at her friend's house watching hunted mansion , scaring herself . haha damn cute ! dear priscilla , i'm always nagging u to sleep early , cover yourself with the blanket because of cold rainy weather , asking u to drink lots of water , go see a doctor , be a good girl and all . haha i think u hear until bored already . so i think i better not nag anymore as i think i'm like my mom as well . but i nag at u because i really care :) . everytime i told u i call u back , but i fall asleep and make u wait like 5 hours or even 1 entire day , i'm really sorry . this few days i've been sleeping too much that i neglected you . its really nice to have night chats with u but sorry i always fall asleep while talking to u and i told u call i'll call back later , and i slept all the way till morning . omg i'm very evil eh . haha

i need to go to bed now ! later will be a very very long day . until 4pm man . then thursday skip school . muhahaha . omg i don't know why i'm starting to hear old love songs . ah well . miss me not =)

don't turn me down cus i got no car and i got no money


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i went to school for the whole week , monday to friday . its like the first time in months because last time i'll skip school at least once a week . came home , get changed , meet guys at bugis . they went to fusion to play pool . after that went for dinner and pub for drinking . promised priscilla not to drink so much . so i drank like only 2-3 cups . went to cine around 2 plus . suppose to watch movie but in the end didn't watch . had supper den slack at cine till 5 plus . went to orchard plaza i think . the whole shopping center became our shopping mall . nicholas and i fall asleep there till 6 . den we took a cab home .

after much thoughts , no dxo . i don't think i can party without nicholas or cy . besides , its raining and due to some personal reasons . theres so much i wanna say yet i can't . i'm too used to solve my problems myself . i wish i can just say : i give up or game over . please no more depression for me . i just wanna be happy man ...

you're the only girl that i need !

priscilla , please be a good girl and don't club so much !

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you're the only girl that i need !

priscilla , please be a good girl and don't club so much !

=)

i'm going mia soon . fag

update update :

The 2 girls name is Jolin and Julie .

suppose to have lunch with my mom but she abandon me for her friends . hahaha so i slept the whole day instead ! i'm still tired leh . how ? omg i don't wanna sleep . 1 week of suffering is coming ! i'm ALWAYS waiting for friday . i still don't know if i'm going dxo this coming saturday . clubbing without liquors .... i mean omg . hahaha besides , my hair so short now ! i'm like a kid now ! just imagine me with super high pants , nerdy HUGE HUGE specs , carrying ninja turtle bag with center parting hair . hows that ? LOL . alright i'm totally broke now . i'm gonna spend only $2 dollars a day ! so no cab home already . but i very lazy to walk leh . i'm gonna attend class for the WHOLE WEEK . my target of the week . i don't wanna skip school for this week . i'm hearing westlife song again . lol i remember i have their 1st to 3rd or 4th album. i'm their fan last time . their songs makes my mind and soul feel peaceful .

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yesterday suppose to go orchard and watch movie and stuff . last minute decision to go bugis . went there while mr nicholas lim that seldom late is late . walk around bugis while waiting for jason, alan and jeric . after that went fusion for pool . dinner at a stupid restaurant that cost us a bomb . after that went pubbing somewhere around bugis with 2 other girls .... eh i actually rememeber i drink and vomit , den went home den vomit again . and nicholas told me " i love u " . LOL once my mom wakes up . i'm gonna get scolding already . tata =)

i wanna make a pokeball for my n level d&t project since the topic is games and humors . hahaha just joking . should be going for movie later . i don't wanna go home early today man ! omg omg omg .

NICHOLAS ! u know i love u alot ?! U KNOW ?! U KNOW ?! WHY U TREAT ME SO BAD !? LOL HAHAHA !
CHOON YAN ! I ALSO LOVE U LEH !? WHY U DON'T TELL ME U LOVE ME ALSO ?!

LOL ~

last time me : when people keep disturbing me , i just smile and laugh at it

current me : when people disturb me , i kp them until they get pissed .

whats so nice being the good guy ? lol times changed .

blogged ! =)

i'm no tired . omg no coloured lens . wtf wtf wtf. i wanna sleep and dream of priscilla ! =)))

whoo ... 3.41 already and someone still not home ! Priscilla ! theres 80% chance u'll be reading this after u go home ! rest early man . u need lotsa rest ! more water and sleep ! think by the time u read this i'm asleep , can't nag u already . remember to bath as well ! sms me when u reach home alright ? be a good girl and sleep early ! hahaha if not i'll nag at u everyday !

hahahaha miss u man . =)

wow i didn't know so many people view my blog ! alright . bad day at school . hair cut , detention , late for school , let DM shoot , let principal shoot also . that shooting star we saw on sunday , some say its shooting star , some say its not . read tuesday's straits times ! great , i'm having mc tomorrow , not feeling well*** . hiya nvmind i'll start from monday

MONDAY .
heavy traffic around tampines area , when my mom reach my school area, its around 7.32 like that . so i told my mom to fetch me to the coffee shop instead for breakfast since cy suggest we go eat breakfast before going school . in the end my mom join us for breakfast . hahaha . the only mom that will accompany son for breakfast when his late . this kinda mom is rare man ! too bad shes mine ! after breakfast , my mom left and we walk to school . reach school at 8.10 . went to DC . hell dude . they didn't tell me about the new rules . i didn't go school during thursday and friday because i'm sick so i didn't know . they didn't give chance at all . yeah right about FORGIVE AND FORGET . so cy and i got detention on tuesday . went back to class . super tired but can't sleep . worst still , its chinese . no idea what shes talking about . after that it was english . i rush my english class work that i suppose to do during thursday and friday . went for recess , no peace as well . the prinicial caught me for long hair . the maths lessons i need to rush the class work i miss as well . ah its alright because maths is my fav subject . after school went to basketball court and play soccer . while walking out of school , damn DM catch me for long hair again . i told him i already recieve warning just now from principal yet he kpkb and stuff . screw his balls . makes my blood boil . still take my ez-link and ask me get a proper hair cut or he'll sent me home . @!#!%$*# i make sure i'll make him in hqboys . took a cab home . swearing from school all the way back to home . the night more pissed off la . cut my hair and its really ugly .

TUESDAY .
reach school JUST on time . went to see the DM . he say " i give u 1 more chance , i see u make an effort to cut your hair , but your back and side burn is still long. " this is what i call shit that doesn't mean what he say . monday say sent me home if my hair is still not acceptable . went for D&T lesson , i slept the whole 4 lessons when his talking about n level stuff . after that 4 periods of sleep . i felt so much better man . went for recess , god damn principal shoot me again . thats what happen when one have all the bad luck . oh yeah i forgot to mention , i was so tired that i didn't make my hair and wear my contact lens . so i look super shag . had geo , maths and chemistry . lessons ends at 1 . had lunch and went for detention at 2 . super boring man . can't talk , can't sleep . i almost fall asleep . finish at 4 . took a cab home AGAIN . slept all the way till 10

i'm sure my life can get worst . come man . i'm so ready for it . oh yeah please read the straits times . i found out there are lots of murder case now . in us, china etc . most of them are under depression or stress . i might just be the next one . since i know i might be next , that means i'm still not serious . but if all this moron bastards wanna make my life hard . i'll slaughter them . =) don't worry i'll cut your bodies into parts and put in orchard . maybe like saw 3 , hook your bodies with O - hooks and the only way u can get them off is by force . life is so fun right ? i'll let u guys play me , i'll have the final laugh .
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went for soccer at farrer park . train until 7 . went for dinner there . saw a shooting star ! i thought it was light blue . the other guys told me it was green . the shooting star so fast , we all quickly try to wish , imagine more then 10 guys trying make a wish . LOL . damn funny . i no idea what to wish for so i just make one up . heh . head home straight after my soccer . the moment i reach home, went to my bed and fall asleep in a minute . my mom came home around 11 plus and woke me up . i got a new levi shoe for school . ate my dinner and called dear auntie priscilla . super tired but decided to blog because i promise priscilla to blog like 2 days ago .

thanks for all the concern . i'm not depressed already ! but i'm gay again ! nah i'm just kidding . hahaha . oh yeah i wore the wrong boxer today . lol

i promise i'll blog once i'm free ~ but i'm always free ! heh . by tonight i'll blog =)

Love... is double edge . the more u love , the more u get hurt .


i don't know ......

FUCK !

I'M REALLY SORRY . I WANT U BACK . REALLY =(

i'm really sorry those whom i offended or pissed . like what my teacher said , i think i might have suffer from depression again . i think everything is bored and i'm really sick of life. schooling is bored, games are bored, club is bored ... i'm just sick of life . i'll get my thoughts straight again by tomorrow . sorry nic and cy . last time u ask if i'll get angry if u guys keep saying me . i said no . but just now i blame everything on u guys instead . sorry . seriously i don't know whats got into me . this few days i get pissed easily .

priscialla. sorry i told u i'm gonna call u back , but make u wait 11 hours for the call back . worst still i sms u with a shity sms . i'm really really sorry . i must have make u worried and sad . sorry .

i don't really feel like blogging . i wanna say sorry to priscilla , nic and cy , 3 closest ppl that make my life better but i screw them up real hard this time . sorry .

if u see me with a frown and fierce eyes . just keep away . i might just stab u with anything i can get . i told u i'm bored of life, jail is nothing . i'm not afraid of death .

its nice right ? too bad only 1 in stock and its all mine ! hahaha priscilla drew it for me! shes so nice and sweet ! =)

besides very very very nice , i can't find a word to say nice already . but its really nice ! maybe i should get a tattoo of the picture . hmm thats a good idea ! maybe i'll print it on my boxer , paste it everywhere in my room . thinking alot eh ? haha . my mom just came home with 3 long sleeve clothes . nicholas ! she bought me the same shirt u bought at topman . the same black one . hahaha !

i woke up around 1 plus , cough and cough and cough . my mom gave me some medicine . i feel so much better after that . chat with priscilla from 2 to 9+ . sorry half of the time i cough and cough . my cough on and off . after she reach home, we continue to chat . omg why why . if i know u from the beginning of my holiday , we can chat for like 2 whole months ! today ( tuesday 02/01/07 ) my last holiday . the monsoon season is gone ! but we're still sick . so no lunch . =(

i don't wanna cut my hair . how ?? pin it up ? i haven't even get my school shoes yet . my school bag . i didn't even buy any school books . never mind . school screws the life of a person alright . besides , maybe i'll cough my heart out , like that i don't need go school anymore . great ? i think so man

i got 1 week detention from auntie priscilla . can't go anywhere besides school because i came home late yesterday . haha okays its only 1 week , i'm sure its over before i know it . best if i'm sent to the hospital , like that i can skip school at the same time priscilla can come and visit me . hahaha so dear god , sent me to hospital okay ?! hahaha ! each time i talk to u on the phone , i'm smiling to myself . hahaha impossible but true . =)

am i just some random/normal guy that suddenly appear in your life ? i really really hope not . i prefer to think on the bright side . haha =)

WTF . i type so much den now all gone ! okay i don't want type again already

things that happen on nye .

-went to city hall , eat at subway with teosoon , ba teng and nicholas .
-left for cine to meet yihan , kiff , zhao dong and gui quan .
-bought tickets for blood diamond at 1.45 am
-priscilla told me she going expo . sad .
-walk to far east , back to cine
-80% of the crowd is bangalas
-they spray everyone with foams . next year my turn , i'll spray them with pepper spray.
-my cough hurts my chest and stomach , fever and flu . unbearable
-watch blood diamond , but i think the ppl there wanna kill me because i'm coughing all the time
-priscilla called me , my sick suddenly like gone . =)
-i really wish i see her , but its alright , we chat alot and its great !
-my cough is back . i wanna kill myself already .

omg this is a stupid post . stupid internet .
Happy New Year !
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